Diary Entry [Friday. 6 , 2013]

It hurts.  It still hurts thinking about how a complete stranger, my biological mother, has passed away.  It was pretty recent.  She passed away on April 23rd, 2013.  They were right that there will be great change this year.

A few nights ago, my emotions had caught up with me.  I uncontrollably was crying myself to sleep at night.  It hurts that my [biological] mother had passed away right before my trip to the Philippines.  It also hurts thinking of how people [in my hometown village] knew exactly who I was in the barrio because I look like my mother.

My adoptive mother thinks that my biological mother after passing away helped make this trip happen for me. [In a Universal “Law of Attraction” type of trigger]

It’s strange.  I feel her presence even since I came home.

 

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