Myself in the others. Fitting in.

"Caught within the Whiteness"
“Caught within the Whiteness”

Reflecting while growing up, the only ‘culture identity’ i had was existing with my white Caucasian family and a product of their upbringings.  I had not known what Asians, especially Filipinos,  were really like or what to be Asian really meant.  Even worst off, the only concept I had was projected to me via visual media and movies.  At the same time, I would still identify as Filipino.   There was a clash of my  own perceptions I had about myself and how others had viewed me, depending on who it is.

Certain life events put in motion a transformation within me.

Throughout the years, I’ve challenged my own identity because of the questions that have arose.  Out of the woodwork arose a new identity each time.  I defined and redefined who I am, was, and will be.